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Collection: Books and Periodicals > Hutchings' Illustrated California Magazine

Volume 3 (1858-1859) (592 pages)

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I CANNOT FORGET. 219 mountains. They traveled until the third day with but little cessation, when they ascended a very high mountain ridge, from the top of which they could look far beneath into a beautiful valley, where there was an Indian village. Thus far they had heard nothing concerning their future fate; although Joe could speak their language, yet he could get nothing out of them what they intended to do with them, but the worst was anticipated, knowing they had fallen into the hands of a band who were hostile to all intruders upon their hunting grounds, When they got within a mile of their village, a runner was sent forward to give notice of their approach, and they came forth to meet them, male and female, old and young, the decrepid, all came out with their wild demoniac yells, spitting on them, pricking them with sticks, making all kinds of horrible faces. There appeared to be two tribes of them, for they did not look alike or act in concert. and one of the tribes made much the best appearance. There was a female among them who was evidently not Indian, for her features were those of an American, and she took no part in the rejoicing over their captivity, but azpeared rather to sympathize than rejoice. Next day after their arrival at the village they called a council, composed of all the braves, to determine their fate. The debate was long and exciting, for they appeared to have many in their favor for life instead of death, but it was finally determined they should all burn at the stake. When the decision was announced by the chief they all gave one unearthly yell and returned to their separate wigwams, with the exception of the guards, who were told to watch well the prisoners. [Concluded in our next.] I CANNOT FORGET. They told me I “should cease to love him—that time would change me.” So it has; I am changed, indeed! My rayen tresses, with which his fingers used to toy, are sadly streaked with gray ; my beauty is like a withered flower, which sunshine and dew can no more revive. Deep lines of sorrow pencil my once fair brow, and my sunken eyes seem ever swimming with forbidden tears; but the heart’s deep love Time has not changed, and all the long, long years of separation seem annihilated when I think of him. Some ask me if I ever loved. ‘‘ Who has not?” I reply; but wonder when I hear them tell how often they have loved. I sit and listen for a sound that comes not, and sadly do I ask: “Shall I never hear it more ?” I mark the young and gay, and hear their silvery voices discourse of love ; mine was neyer told in words; they seemed useless and to have no meaning when fe looked on me and smiled; and when he sat beside me, I feared to speak, lest I should break the spell and dissipate my blissful dream. Perhaps it was but a dream, for often, now, when I am asleep, he comes and smiles on me the same, and lays his hand so gently on my brow, as if to. smooth away its wrinkles, and. its sorrow, too, until my enraptured spirit, struggling to be free from its earthly fetters, awakens me to the painful reality. But I feel that these earth-trials but consume the dross of our mortal natures ; that the inner being, which shall never grow old, may live where Eternity will perfect what Time cannot destroy. Luna.